Then the guilt, God the guilt I felt when we were going back home, when it hit me that I had managed to ruin yet another night out that we rarely get to have because of work and other family obligations. Ryan never complained, love his heart, but I know it has to be hard to deal with.
I called in to work today and made an appointment to see my doctor. Went in with chattering teeth, sweaty hands, and a BP reading of 142/96, very nearly on the verge of another panic attack. Thank goodness for my saint of a husband, because without him there I doubt I could have gotten a word out coherently. I also think he was able to more accurately tell my doctor what I’ve been going through because he sees it firsthand, whereas I just feel like I am going clinically insane.
I left with a prescription for Celexa and Hydroxyzine.
I hope this helps, because I am at wit's end with all of this crap.
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The Husband says I should go for it, considering I talk about writing more now that I feel more like my old self. And with LJ so quiet these days, I desperately miss the sense of comradery that drew me into this little slice of the fandom in the first place.
I’ve been in a writing slump the last few months after
Edit: Well, I did it. Here's hoping it's fun for all.
Here is the link to donate if you are so inclined.
Oh my goodness! teddyradiator, you are simply fantastic! I couldn't be happier with the gifts from our mutual “friend.” It is something I’ll cherish for a very long time indeed! They are so stinking cute, and they're already on the tree!
I only just found this today. For a fan-made video it is surprisingly good, and adds some perspective on the Dumbledore/Grindelwald feud. I just thought I'd share for those interested.
I thought you lot would appreciate this especially....
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This being my first round and all, I'm a wee bit overwhelmed with my daily target goal. I'm a wee bit overwhelmed by the prospect of it all, really.